Friday, September 26, 2008 ♥ 4:41:00 PM

&& you left me without a sincere GoodBye ..
you're leaving ..
)):


4:18:00 PM

tsk tsk.
i think i have lost my student pass.
sobbbs.
someone help me find PLS!
god bless me bahhs.
Anw, this is the first time i lost sth lor.
sobbs, sobbs.
i must find it lor.
when is the last time i use it ahhs?
hmm ..
i cant rmb, sobbs.
haiis haiis haiis.

Thank you MUM for helping me finding my pass but couldnt find. Thank you! (:
I LOVE YOU (:

hmmm ..
siianx ahhs.
exams coming le.
i think i can pass my maths and aso i wry for science and cpa.
sobbs. ):

mus jiayou le.
Anw, today is the last day for sec4 rite?
sobbs.
they are leaving.
wish them jiayou bahs! for their exams. ((:

anw, im going to be sec3 le.
i don wish to be sec3 lehh.
time pass so fast.
siianx ):


Friday, September 19, 2008 ♥ 7:24:00 PM

i'm leaving.
sorry, and i wanted to
tell you that i really love you,
i will remember all those
sweet moments with you, it
will always be in my heart.
love you always,
your girlfriend.
and you left me without a sincere goodbye ...
&& i miss your beautiful smile ...
& stay with me.


7:24:00 PM

last saturday, i asking ppl to donate money! (:
yeahs!


JASMINE SAUFONG LINDA ME YUANLONG went to cck lor.
know what, i love to do this kind of thing although tiring but i enjoyed a lot.
people some times rejected you .
some will donate if u asked them.
some will see at the thing.
those DIDI and MEIMEI donate to me. they was damn cute.
Yupps! (:
hahas.

then a grp of guys, walking pass us/ one of them donated.
hahas. (:
actually wna donate to me then yuanlong wan ma so i let her lor. LOL (:
Oops! =x yuanlong don angry! (:
hehe.

it was damn fun but LINDA was not feeling well so we went back to woodlands early.

last year aso like that but this time is the Ai-Jia de.
GB donation is coming soon, i think.
this time i mus enjoy a lot ! YEAHS! (:
i love having this kind of thing, damn fun lor.
LOL=x


some of them ask what is it ?
then i was burr lor.
LOL=x

my heart fills with joys. (:


7:24:00 PM

hey. it abt 8 days le since i last post.
LOL=x mean 8 days i did not play comp.
SOBBS! (:
hehe.

anw, i have a lot of thing to share with. HAHA!
See! im so friendly.
=x

hmmm ..
during the moon cake day, i went to play with candles, of cos.
haha. took some NICE photos.
and i play with some of my friends and get to know some new frens.
name Amus and some cute DiDi.
Yupps! (: they are kids, ha! they are damn cute.
and their parents was fierce. hahas.
one oways SHOUT infront of me, don know why, his cousin said he oways like that. there is one time, i block his way, don wna let him go, he kick me!
Omg. haha. but nvm(:

then play with them at the playground. Yupps. (:
after the moon cake, mon was my ORAL! i did well, of cos!
hahas.then i have my chinese ORAL!
know what?

i said two ENGLISH words! Oh Dear, i wonder teacher got heard it a not.
Oops! =x
then i think i did well too.
as for my English paper today, was okay okay bahhs.
a bit difficult lor.
walao!
when come to map,and ans-ing qns, i will get irritated.
i cant find the places lor.
WAOLAOO !
after my paper 2, waited for linda and yuanlong, went to food court.
then went library, im so GUAII! this is the third times went library study.
LOL=x

after that, when going to go home, i saw mdm rehka with her daughters.
they was damn cute and look like her mum.
haha! and mdm rehka wish me study hard for exams!
Yeahs! (:

lol.
oh ya, this few days i was unlucky bahs.
i fell down on monday! my worse day ever.
i was rushing to school, i was almost late.
and when i wanted to leave my block, it started to RAIN!
Omg, then i quickly walk lor.
then suddenly i fell down. Oops! =x
i almost cry, sobbbs.

hmmmm ..
oh ya!
today is the last day.
tmr linda moving house le.
today the last day of going home with her.
from tmr onward, i will be lonely!
Sobbs.
cant bear it. will feel emo.
sobbs sobbs.
=x

don know which day, i saw beautiful cloud.
not blue colour not orange colour but purple
yupp. that is what i saw!
hahas. think aso u don believe it bahhs but i really saw it.
LOl=x

hmm .. think nth le bahhs
tkcares!
and GOOD luck for exams and jiayou(:


Thursday, September 11, 2008 ♥ 7:04:00 PM

im finding and changing.
true friend is what?
is it that can betray you?
leaving you all alone?
talk back and talk bad things abt you?
break promises?
keep hurting you?
never think abt people?
oways show off?
oways think abt them first?
bully you?
making you jealous?
oways push all the blames on you?
is it this is your so-call true friend.
then i can tell you, its wrong.
i find it i see no reason for us to stay as fren, why not let's break bahhs.
and aso
i don know what the hell you thinking.
we oways quarrel.
forget it.
i don wish to talk abt you again.
its irritating.
stop acting.
forget it, i don noe what to do with you.
let me have some peace okayy?
and aso when im alone listening to song, don say im emo-ing.
im not. jus that i wan some peace.
PEACE!
okay?


6:52:00 PM

im starting to get irritated.
i haven find the one that i can truly trust.
i think there's no one bahhs.
nobody can be a really true friends.
im finding.
i wont give up looking for my true friend.
stop lying and giving excuse.
u don know ppl tok what abt you.
after each times, forgiving you, i find it i was too soft- hearted.
u still cant accept the true.
although sometimes, it my fault but i still cant understand you.
u told me you wont tell anyone but u did.
why?
too much le.
and you rude to me, saying im immature.
but actually, you are wrong. u jus don understand me and u have no right to say me.
don you find that you are wrong?
im changing


6:39:00 PM

Hey, i rmb le.

MONDAY i have my oral.
i was the FIRST to finish and the FIRST to go to the stage there.
LOL=x

then got this word tuk-tuk.
hahas.
i don noe how to say then i anyhow lor.
LOL =P
then i think i did well bahhs.
LOL=x

then coming up is my Listening and Chinese Oral.
damn nervous.
LOL=x

hmmm ..
wish everyone GOOD LUCK AND JIAYOU bahhs. (:

hahaha.
ms anna did not come to school for 4 days?
yupps. why ahhs?
so sad!!
and next year she is transferring to another school.
SOBBS! ):):):
i will miss her de.

she is miss. (:

Anw, i don noe why i cant log in msn lor.
WA LAOO!


6:14:00 PM

i don know wad to say lehh ...
hmmm ..
today was great, yupps.
exams coming le.
siianx.

i think i miss the WALK! argg..
it seem so fun, wao laoo.
the place i oway wanted to go de.
SOBBS!
):):):

nvm bahh. next times hope still have it.

i don rmb what happened few days ago.
PS. hehe(: Oops.
siianx ahs.

exams coming le.
don feel like studying leh. hehe(:

Anw, think i going to fall sick lor.
my throat very pain since the NRJC.
soobbs.
very painful and ke lian.
):):):


Sunday, September 7, 2008 ♥ 12:32:00 AM

Ballons. Nice Rite? Haha.
i was abt to leting it go ):

i just cant bear to let it go but i have to.

zi lian (we) =x

HAHA(:

Toliet.



12:22:00 AM

in the first place, i shld not have done that and shld not think of that too.
now i regret. ):
boy, im tired of this.
i want to forget everything plus you too.
i decided to let it go jus like what i did to the ballon.
one sided?
boy, I'm Sorry.
But
thank you for giving me beautiful memories. (:


12:10:00 AM

Yupps! (:
so i did mention tat i did tk one ballon rite.
and i took photos of it. HAHA(:
damn nice.
hmmmm ..

i decided to let go the ballons.
Yupps. but i let go two times, my ex-Bf went to pick it up.
Diiao! >.=
HAAA ..

i wan to let go cos i wan to forgot you.
jus pretend that the ballon is him.
i wan to forget everything and you too ..

i asked myself:
shld i let go or hold tight?
in the End, i let it go ..

i'm Sorry.
and Thank You!


Saturday, September 6, 2008 ♥ 10:45:00 PM

today wake up early again, siianx (:
finally, this is the last NJRC.
need to wait for next year.
it ended le. with a smile.

went to meet linda, we was late. LOL=x
Oops. but nvm.
after tat reached le science center.
then yihui told us that we will have breakfast break, i was shocked?
is it we come too early? LOL[x
then went to mac, waiting it to open.
i tot mac is 24 hrs ??? hahas.
then wait wait, then it open le.
went it and buy and waited a long time. LOL.
i bought only milo.
HAHA (:
expensive siia.then after drinking, went back and waited to enter to the hall.
wait a bit long lor.
then play play while waiting, after tat went it le.
we shout shout. then only i found out tat we are the only one tat cheering
i was like SHOCK ? [x
hahas. after tat we shout and cheer.
finally is our lunch break, YEAHS! (:
went to buy. eat eat eat. (:
go back.
then i saw them eating, LOL[=
after eating, few girls and boys came to our side and ask us to buy lollipop and sweet from them, so i bought lollipop.
then i saw this cute DiDi(:
he was damn cute and when he laugh rite, damn CUTE(:
i miss hyme.
suddenly, JoeL kaypo, go and carry him.
and the boy started to play with him, damn funny.
LOL=x
run here and there.
chasing here and there.

HAHA.
those babies there very cute.
all thanks to LITING scare the babies away.
HAHA(: =x
the babies so cute like me. LOL=x (bhb)

after that a grp of malay boys sit beside us.
then it was like they verii 'fan'
i was veryy ....
they kp playing around.
WTH ! (:
i kp staring at them lor.
wanna beat them lehh
LOL=x
so i ignore them. Yupps ! (:

then after tat we started siianx ahhs.
siianx siianx siianx.
feel like slping or but cant.
talk talk talk lor (:
we won !!! Yeahs.
of cos la. we so PRO>.<
then Got ballons, so i tk the blue one and the white one not bad but i did not tk the white.
hehe. (:
i took it and took pic of its.
YEAHS! (: nice man. hahas.

after that went back to sch went cwp eat eat eat.
u know who i saw??
i saw the sir and his children in the foodcourt lehh. the one that teach us duriing our C. Camp ..
they was eating. children was damn CUTE too (:
and they still rmb me wor. hahas.
so cute.
and his younger bro, ask me wan to eat a not? he treat me food. HAHAS.
lol=x
so cute lor. (:
the kid and the babies was damn handsome, cute, pretty. better than my ex! YUANLONG(:
HAHA>.<

after that wnt home!


Friday, September 5, 2008 ♥ 6:23:00 PM

During Heritage Trail (:

MRT((:
During NRJC (taken ytd)
PEACE =x



5:36:00 PM

hahas.
today ahhs.
wake up early in the morning AGAIN! siianx.
because have fancy drill. the last one.
haha(:
it was lik very funny. ben soh and zy do the same timing for the wave is it?
ya! then it was very funny.
LOL=x
then we pratice a lot of times and kp forgeting ahhs. =x
hahas. the after that, went cwp with weibing and fengshan.
after buying bbt, tok a while with weibing after fengshan went off.
after tat went home.
HAHA(:
home sweet home, yeah! feel like slping.
then eat lunch ..
siianx siianx de, hahas.

hmmm ..
tmr NJRC! the last one.
after tmr, finish le. no more training until next year.
soobs.

1 more day to NRJC
3 more days to ORAL (mon & tue)
53 more days to my BIRTHDAY! (:

and i haven study any subjects yet.
Oops! =x

must chong le.
(:

it ended
with
a
smile


12:15:00 AM

LEG PAIN! ):
Sobbs.

CheerUp! (:
CheerUp! (:
CheerUp! (:
Always REMEMBER U are CUTE.
Yeahs. (:
to YOU! (:
JL.


Thursday, September 4, 2008 ♥ 11:46:00 PM

today, wake up early again, siianx and tired.
then prepare .....
after that, went to meet linda.
walk to school.
it was like so dark and scary.
LOL=x
then soon, reached science centre.
it was like so small the place for us to cheer and ....
then we shout ....
then i was damn tired, sleepy, siianx, hungry, and throat pain.
LOL=x
then went to eat lunch. MAC! (:
after that went to walk walk a while. WOW! it was damn COOL inside(:
hahas.
then shout again, cheer. my throat PAIN!
then break, we was rushing to check thing out in science centre.
LOL=x
it was damn COOL, and we running here and there, shouting here and there,
like cat and dog? HAHAHAHA! (:
playing a round then make a lots of sound.
LOL=x
then we don noe play wad thing, nid to hit and see how much energy.
haha.
first time i hit, below 70?
yuanlong hit only 15, i was laughing! LOL=x oops!
hehe.
then second time i hit was below 100 but abrove 70?
i don rmb but nvm(:
haha. at least i hit better than some kids not like yuanlong.
LOL=x
then after tat went back le.
after a while, its time to went back to sch.
after tat went to cwp eat dinner. hmm ..
with yuanlong(:

i cant wait for sat! (:
JIAYOU NJRC! UU ROCK ..
HAHA(:

then theEnd lo .
one sided? =x


11:30:00 PM

Yeahs! (:
hmmm ..
let's talk abt ytd first.
YTD, went for bgapipe in the morning, i was damn tired! Walaoo !!
siianx ahhs.
then i was late, Oops! =x
nobody scold me, YAY! (:
HAHAHAHAHAHA ..
then i did not saw wb. i was lik shocked.
then i asked her why she did not come, she said she was sick.
haiis. nvm(: she said she feel like quiting bagpipe.
then i was siianx diiao cos got a lot of ppl quiting le.
WALAOO !!

after bagpipe went cwp, with yangtin and yeeling.
HAHA! (: went mac eat. yeahs.
then went shop a while.
after tat, i tk bus home.
it was raining heavily.
after i leave the bus, i was waiting at my bus stop there, wait for the rain to stop.
but i waited abt 10min.
then i saw an auntie holding two umbrella, one for her and another is for her husband.
then they walk home lor.
i was still standing there.
after a while, the auntie kp looking at me, my direction.
she walk toward me and lend me her umbrella, i was shocked and happy.
i was thinking if this world got this kind of ppl that is kind, the world will PEACE(:
haha.
i was so touched. LOL=x
i thanked the auntie.
hehe>.<
mayb the auntie think im too cute, nid help. haha. bhb.
i think mayb the auntie feel tat i was lonely and cold bahhs.
LOL=x

theEnd abt ytd. (:


Tuesday, September 2, 2008 ♥ 10:59:00 PM


let the picture talk bahhs (:


10:50:00 PM

=x
IM SORRY TOOO! ((:
YUANLONG AND LINDA!
MY DEAR DEAR BOYFRIENDS!
HAHA>.<
I KNOW ITS MISUNDERSTANDING.
SO LET"S FORGIVE EACH OTHERS AND START AGAIN! (:

Oops! (:
I WILL CHANGE.
YOU JUST WAIT (:


8:38:00 PM

why cant u jus understand?
u like pushing all the blame to me.
u think i wan to last min tell u tat i don wan go meh.
have u tot of my feeling?
u all are the same.

u sound like pushing me all the blame.
u said u jus wna tell me,
but u sound like everything is my fault.
i was the one who spoil it.
why force me?
i don like that!
do u really understand me?
why problems kp coming up!
what the Fcuk ! =x

as if u will not mood swing.
some times ppl will last min call off de ma.

forget it. don noe how many time i mus explain to you le.
misunderstanding?
i don know.
i will change. but u nid to wait, rite?
i will change.
you jus wait. =x


2:02:00 PM

i think i mood swing again bahhs.
siianx. don know why.
todae wake up early in the morning 8am.
cos got fancy dril training (so-call).
so i prepared.
after the so-call training, i went to cwp.
i was msg-ing.
yuanlong, linda and me plan to go out but they have to finish their projects first so i plan to stay at cwp to wait for them.
then yuanlong and linda told me go back home to bath while waiting 4 them.
they don wan me to be alone in cwp shopping.
then i don wish to go back home cos i scare if i go back, i will feel like don wna go out.
but in the end, i went back home.
i took abt 1 hour to go back. from cwp to my house.
some may think i siiao bahhs.
i did not walk that slow to go back. its jus tat i rest a while at the bus stop.
then i was thinking, should i go out??
i felt very siianx cos the three of us don noe where to go to.
then i was like so siianx lor.
then i was emo-ing all the way to my home.
when i reached home, yuanlong called me then i told her that i don wish to go shop le.
there's nth to do, and i mood swing.
my voice was like no high at all.
then i think yuanlong not happy abt it bahhs.
after a while, staying at home, i call linda ask them where they want to go.
they said cck. then they ask me if i wan to go a not?
i ask maybe.
then i say if i wan go, i wan go Far East.
but yuanlong and linda don wan.
yuanlong said to me, since u don wan go at the first place then why shld uu care abt where we going to shop.
i was like shocked.
then there's nth i can say. so i said since u all wan to go cck, then i don wan go le.
after i hang up the phone, soon linda called me, ask me that if after we go cck, we go Far East. then i said there's no time le. and my mum ask me to quickly go home, don so late go back.
then i said to her, linda i don wish to go le. she ask me why? i said don feel like and if go two place will de late le.
then i said sorry. she said nvm.

i don noe what the hell with me.
mayb im too tired, i nid some rest bahhs.
life is meaningless.
sometimes jus feel left out bahs.
what is friend?
siianx.


mayb my mood is better at night bahhs.
cos got show to watch.
Anw, PERFECT CUT is coming back, yeahs.
my fav. show and song.
hahas(: (finally there is haha le)
i cant wait to watch again.
yeahs! (:

theEnd


Monday, September 1, 2008 ♥ 12:36:00 PM

today i guaii. stay at home lehh.
hahas(:
doing nth lehh.
i heard the bell there ring every 1st day of the month. hahas.
the sound was nice. haha(:

yuanlong told me that everyone is her true friend.
then i think .......................................

have i trust anyone and treat them as true friends?
i was thinking this.
i think i did not bahs.

now ahhs.
i jus wan to do well for my exams and change back to my own self! yeahs.

haha(:
siianx at home.
hehe.

i will be busy during the holiday !
hahs(:
cos:

tue: Fancy drill
wed: Bagpipe training
thurs: NJRC (can't wait)
Sat: NJRC (AGAIN)
hahas. (:

im changing back to my own self.
and change to a better person.
i'll prove to you.
don wry.
(: