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Tuesday, September 2, 2008 ♥ 2:02:00 PM

i think i mood swing again bahhs.
siianx. don know why.
todae wake up early in the morning 8am.
cos got fancy dril training (so-call).
so i prepared.
after the so-call training, i went to cwp.
i was msg-ing.
yuanlong, linda and me plan to go out but they have to finish their projects first so i plan to stay at cwp to wait for them.
then yuanlong and linda told me go back home to bath while waiting 4 them.
they don wan me to be alone in cwp shopping.
then i don wish to go back home cos i scare if i go back, i will feel like don wna go out.
but in the end, i went back home.
i took abt 1 hour to go back. from cwp to my house.
some may think i siiao bahhs.
i did not walk that slow to go back. its jus tat i rest a while at the bus stop.
then i was thinking, should i go out??
i felt very siianx cos the three of us don noe where to go to.
then i was like so siianx lor.
then i was emo-ing all the way to my home.
when i reached home, yuanlong called me then i told her that i don wish to go shop le.
there's nth to do, and i mood swing.
my voice was like no high at all.
then i think yuanlong not happy abt it bahhs.
after a while, staying at home, i call linda ask them where they want to go.
they said cck. then they ask me if i wan to go a not?
i ask maybe.
then i say if i wan go, i wan go Far East.
but yuanlong and linda don wan.
yuanlong said to me, since u don wan go at the first place then why shld uu care abt where we going to shop.
i was like shocked.
then there's nth i can say. so i said since u all wan to go cck, then i don wan go le.
after i hang up the phone, soon linda called me, ask me that if after we go cck, we go Far East. then i said there's no time le. and my mum ask me to quickly go home, don so late go back.
then i said to her, linda i don wish to go le. she ask me why? i said don feel like and if go two place will de late le.
then i said sorry. she said nvm.

i don noe what the hell with me.
mayb im too tired, i nid some rest bahhs.
life is meaningless.
sometimes jus feel left out bahs.
what is friend?
siianx.

mayb my mood is better at night bahhs.
cos got show to watch.
Anw, PERFECT CUT is coming back, yeahs.
my fav. show and song.
hahas(: (finally there is haha le)
i cant wait to watch again.
yeahs! (:

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